Showing posts with label Nicolas. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nicolas. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

01.29. April 13 2011

a hard drive crashing is the best thing ever.
suppose it was the universe's way of granting me that rebirth?
be careful what you blog for, I guess!

ONE lesson and I already understand everything better. Pauvre Nico - he's about to be/has already become my sole model.

Hope you all like franco brunettes!

some of my favourites, taken yesterday on a new/old lens.
click on each photo for full size.



This was unintentionally overexposed, but the combination of the morning light and the bright OJ  with his dark features really worked out well I thought!


fiddling with depth of field and monochrome - the result was lovely! An in-focus reflection on our door with an out of focus Nico in the background. I'm so happy I took it in B&W too; in colour I think some feeling would have been lost.

Around this point Nico was starting to get cold - Northwest wind will do that. hmph. But I intentionally tried to blur the car(s) in the background, with he and his manual form of transport in the foreground. I took a lot of speeding car photos which maybe I'll post later?

les yeux! mm hmm!

"ok ok...let's go inside!"

I'd really appreciate some comments on the photos.
I promise to try to take critique well. Look, I'll even write it twice
I promise to try to take crit---ack. nope. can't do it! I choked on my words. 

à bientôt

xox
k

ps. Nicoism du jour: On worrying about not being able to write: "I don't want it to bring me on blocksed writer."

whatever you say N.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

01.2? April 10, 2011

okay.

for now, the nausea has stopped.
my heart is still beating.
still, I lost a lot of stuff. Is the world trying to tell me something?
all those photos from the last year - gone.
I never thought I'd say it, but I wish I had facebook. ow. Ma coeur.

and I wanted so badly to share with you wonderful readers all the happy things in my life.
but no. let's focus a little longer on my hard drive crashing.
............

that was us focusing, by the way.

............

why?
*whimper*

$150 later, most of my stuff is back except for aforementioned photos (~2000 of them), videos, and music.
oh ya. all my music is gone (again).

everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason. everything happens for a reason.

okay. Renaissance I suppose. Re-birth. Time to re-birth my self (didn't I JUST do that?!?!)

breathe. sigh. let it go.

here's something I wrote on the metro the other day:

new theory: why bother dressing well if you're just going to be a huge bitch? take your negative energy and cute top somewhere else.
oh baby baby it's a wild world. hard to get by just upon a smile girl.
indeed.

For the first time in my life I blend in. I look like a hipster. Why aspire to be that? All my uniqueness gone? No...I have qualities. Qualifying qualities. I know that a typewriter needs ribbon...it's not just a wall decal. A prop for a lifestyle. I'm redeemed in my knowledge of practicality (at least in my own standards). I can't believe there were no katie-to-inanimate collissions today. My head was dans les nuages as I let the glorious osleil beam me away. I tucked into shops and smiled at new stores, new fabrics, new people....and the old. The curmudgeonous storekeeper who looks shocked himself taht he works on trendy st laurent. 
Paul McCartney is on the metro with me. And that guy's green clad plaid head pad and his "it's no longer ironic" mustache make me glad that I still have some standards. Put the phone away, Katie. You look too conceited for the back of the bus.


I was so happy. The sun was so warm. I felt not lost...I knew exactly where I was and where I was going. And then, I ran into a Winnipegger!

I also had my first photog class. I'm happy with the results.
Here's what I did during the lesson:
first lesson: aperture




second: shutter speed







shutter speed - ISO too high

Third lesson: White balance






combining lessons to shoot jewellery (ugh!! so hard)




using a reflector to illuminate her face

illuminating her face



combining a few things; using a reflector [she said I had good composition]

my experiment walking home. oops, too dark.

keep the aperture and ISO the same, open the shutter for a bit longer. result: positive.


I'm off to see wye oak. remember? fave band? Nico got us tickets! Quel babe.

à bientôt

xox
k


Thursday, April 7, 2011

things that keep me giggling.

I've been meaning to compile this list.
In lieu of new photos and updates, I will type them out.

Some Nico-isms (all said with a swoon-worthy French accent)

"did you just farted?"

"he want to make love wit her!" (if a guy is clearly trying to have sex with a woman)

"I feel like I have to arg this point" verb: argue. shortened.

in reference to lack of space: I was feeling squeezed.

and my favourite, from earlier tonight, "does that make you a favour?" when he asked me to check the weather.

yes...I think Nicoisms may become a frequent fixture for the FN Blog.

more to come! for now I'm chatting with my bro and it is too nice to be distracted by blog!


words from a friend that give me chills even though I'm tucked into the blankets:

"you are only a human being katie, you make mistakes. we make mistakes. keep hoping. i do."
xox

Saturday, January 15, 2011

01. 04. January 15, 2011

 cockfights, crash test dummies, coladas: St Lucia 2011





hi mum!


chocolate piano. no big deal.



i'm actually drinking rum on the rocks!


morning routine.






FOUND!!!!!!!!!

Another photo for my mum

brilliant! wine and coffee shop!


23. st lucia.

view from the room


Hello! It seems I'm having to remind everyone I know to check the blog. I thought I was more interesting than that? Apparently not.
In my infinite quest for narcissistic tendencies however, I have opted to continue writing, if only for myself.

So on January 5th at 3:30am, while Winnipeg was I'm sure still celebrating New Years, Nico and I took off to St Lucia. We landed in Vieux Fort, in the South of the island. Someone we met on the plane offered us a ride North to Castries where we were staying with our loveliest couchsurfing host, Michael. For 20USD, the passenger's brother drove us to the North tip of St Lucia, and dropped us off about a block from our destination.
Not bad!
Michael greeted us with Chairman's Reserve on the rocks - a sweetly spiced locally-made rum. I actually managed to drink it without wincing, which surprised everyone.

The next day, Nico and I set out to the market in Castries via public transport, which is very similar to the matatus of Uganda. We found one, jumped in, and within about twelve seconds it registered. A very distinct "hmmm hmmm hmmmmm" - The Crash Test Dummies were playing on the radio. Fits of laughter erupted from me (you can never really escape Winnipeg....) before arriving at the bustling, Creole-inspired marketplace. We ate and shopped around a bit (I use the term "shopped" quite loosely - I left my debit card at home giving me a grand total of 78USD and 75CND for the 10-day trip). All the portions of food served were absolutely enormous and full of curryish flavour. 
That night, Michael's girlfriend prepared us some more local fare, which, to my detriment, was basically fish mixed with fishy tasting vegetables. I had two bites but couldn't hack it. However, I did resolve that from now on I will try at least everything once (future endeavours on the island included mussels, mahi mahi, something a rasta handed me and more rum than usual).
After a few days in Castries, which involved sun, beach, food, drinks, conversation we opted to go to a Friday night street party in Gros Islet - about 12 kms further North. 
w-o-w.
Every Friday night the streets close down and everyone comes out, vendors open, booze is served openly and everyone just dances and sings and parties and yells and laughs. At one point, I saw a girl who didn't look to comfortable, dancing with a local.
After studying them for about 30 seconds, and seeing her growing uncertainty/nervousness I jumped in, grabbing her arm and saying "DANIELLE!?!?! HEY!!!!" I'd never seen her before but my intention was that it would be a good excuse to scoot away from the creepy guy.
She was very confused and so I explained why I'd interjected and rescued her. She thanked me. I asked her where she was from and she said "Canada."
me: Me too! Where?
her: umm..Winnipeg?
me: ME TOO!!!!! WHERE?!!?!!?!?!??!?!?!!? (JUBILATION BURSTING THROUGH)
her: St James. 
me: ME TOOOO!!! (kidding).

So we grew up five minutes away from each other. And now we are at the same small-island street party. Did I mention you can't escape Winnipeg?
I asked what school she was at and learned she was in high school...taking a closer look I figured she was about 15. I felt...old? responsible? Winnipeg pride? 

Well nothing could really top that moment and we headed back to Michael's. Three more couch surfers arrived into his tinyish place and we were grateful to have arrived first so we got the bedroom, as opposed to the love seat/floor/back yard.

Headed to a new couchsurfer's, in the South inland. Generally the tourists stick to the coast so we knew we were going into some pretty thick rural St Lucia. What we DIDN'T anticipate was that our couchsurfing host would live in a club-turned-house, attached to a bar, full of children and pot-smokers alike, with a very active COCKFIGHT happening. The roof was corrugated tin, the walls were thin, everyone was drunk. The hosts were incredibly warm and talkative and their children were adorable but...just not our scene. It felt like a charity case, and I needed a vacation. 
The next morning I woke up at 7am to sounds of the children burping and farting and complaining about having to go to school. I went to sit outside, where, at 8:30am, I found a couple locals drinking the local beer, Piton. You know those days you wake up and wonder how anyone could possibly be drinking!? It was one of those moments.
I lasted another 4 hours before booking a seaside  hotel in Soufriere, on the Southwest of the island, surrounded by palm trees and the Caribbean sea, and of course the Pitons - cone shaped mountains unique to St Lucia. 
This is where we spent the remainder of our vacation, admittedly on the beach the whole time. We had had a lot of adventuring in our first 5 days and so opted to have a very relaxed end to the trip.
I've put some pictures up that showed some of the highlights of our trip. All in all, Nico and I decided it was the coolest trip we'd ever done together (better than Iceland, Vancouver, and even Grand Forks).

I'll have more stories coming up in time...hopefully this has been a good start though. I highly recommend couch surfing St Lucia, for what it's worth. 
I have to go work on my photo cloud - a wall-based collage of pictures and post cards. I finished unpacking (I think).. and suddenly, I feel like I'm at home.

I'm feeling very happy and relaxed and excited to start my internship on Monday! 
 

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