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Tuesday, July 5, 2011

mystery weekend - solved!
an island 350 kms Eastish, accessible only by ferry!
SO great!
biking
scrabble
reading
eating (yes, that IS in fact bacon and cheese on white baguette - the cardiac arrest express!)
dinosaurs
more scrabble
water
mountains
photos
polaroids
childhood memories
story-swapping
more wine
more food
more reading
relaxing like crazy. 

it was so great. I promised a full(er) update of life. I have a job at Newtown, an awesome 4-story restaurant/lounge/terrace/nightclub.
Yesterday I had a $1000 bill (proudly done by a bunch of guys from Stonewall) and received zero tip because I am "still training" and therefore the $171 tip went to my co-workers.
ACK!
I was more than unimpressed with it. 
it'll be my turn soon.
right?
otherwise, my days have been very lazy. hot. I'm used to being back in Canada but still lethargic and unsocial. 
I just want to write poetry and take photos and eat healthy food and watch the weather. I can't say I'm "forcing" myself to go out, but I'm certainly heavily considering everytime I want to do something. 
[sorry to those who have to deal with me!]

Now that I'm "coming into my own" here, I sure wish I closer friends to share it all with. I want to talk and laugh and share and whisper to people I know well. 
I want a trade.
a skill.
to be done school.

It's nice how my priorities have changed. Remember readers when all I wanted was haircuts and flowers? Now I want an education (completed, preferably)
friends
love
and
laughter

Do I sound bleak? I suppose I do. I'm not bleak. I'm not even bored. I wish I had a car to explore with. Plan is to get to Winnipeg and pick up Harpo and drive him back. I don't know how, when, or with whom. But a plan is hatching!

The quality of my writing has gone down hill. And so has my photography. all in one fell swoop. dear oh dear.
friends: I know Folk Fest has firedancingmusiclovedrugsdrinkinghappinesssunshine&awesome
buttt....
come hang out in Montreal instead!?

ok. I'm done bickering. Below are photos from the weekend getaway. Other photos of life en Montréal will just have to come some other time.

I dreamed (dreamt? is that only phonetically?) I had a perfect friend who lived next to me and wanted to explore with a camera in hand the many facets of this city. 
July brings work and heat and music and more laziness.
Also, cheap blueberries at the grocery store.
























xox

à bientôt
K

Thursday, May 5, 2011

01.33. May 5, 2011

i have had such an amazing last few days in Montreal
full of:
walking
talking
shopping/
browsing
photographing
cuddling
eating
drinking [a bit]
all as preceders to the wonderful trip that happens...NOW!

yes this marvelous trip has elapsed into the now, and my flight leaves in less than
six hours for Amsterdam/2.5h/Uganda
I get to meet my bestie in Amsterdam's Schipol airport
spend a week with her in uganda
then welcome my dear mother next week for her third trip to Uganda.

I don't know what my goals are for this trip just yet, but I just think about some of the people who have become like extended family to me there and I can't wait!
The violence in Kampala is...there. But also avoidable. I don't intend to toil with politics while there anyway.
We have our own government to fear as it is.
[though a comparison to Uganda and Canada is hardly warranted. I retract my statement.]
Expect long lapses of communication - except if I find a working wireless network.

I definitely was in Zara this past week in the baby clothes section, imagining how cute the babes are this year. 
hopefully the babes are cuter than the babes' fashion trends.
[i'm hopeful]

dear family and friends - if I've ignored you lately I'm so sorry! It's not for lack of wanting to be in touch. My heart and thoughts are with you though my emotions are spread thin as I prepare for this trip.

note to self:
packing for Uganda and France at the same = tough. I saw Nico's face move to horror as I showed him the new heeled boots I'm bring with me.
"to uganda?"
-"no. they're for france."

I have one bag full of chic wine tasting gastronomy clothing and another full of khaki and cotton for uganda.

i love you.
i'm so excited.
je vais te manques.
tu va me manques.
one of the two...
the less conceited-sounding one.

I return home to MONTREAL when I come back.
Montreal is my home.

xox
à bientôt

k

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