plot thickens with an unforeseen twist.

eff.

*edit*

sentiments this exact second:

"When Dad left I was 14 and I said 'that's it. never again. No man. and then I meet someone. And this wonderful man happens to me and then he's gone...what's the point? I'm so angry. I'm alone and it doesn't matter what job I have or what I do or what I don't do or what friends I have. He's not here. I'm not here. I mean you're alone no matter what..."

ugh.